Guess who's back.....Finally

I am been neglecting this blog for so long.  I prettied it up and with everything going on in my life right now, I need a place to write, vent, or share.  With depression, weight gain, and marriage problems, it has been pretty much a nightmare.  I am like the walking dead inside and out.  I am looking into ways of trying to stop my train wreck, so far, haven't been so lucky.  I have amazing children that help but I am not happy with me, so that has to be fixed.  I will keep adding to this, I can hardly remember anything anymore, this is all stress related.  Be back later. Me.